04052007 | About guys like Michael Scofield

He rarely speaks. There’s less explanation and more “trust me”. And he suddenly gives such a cold attitude when people would not do that.

My understanding is, just like Sara said, “trust me means absolutely zero” but not only ‘inside the walls’ but also in the other part of the world. I hardly believe people saying “trust me” too often. It’s not just limited to those stories like “You trust me? Come on” and ending up being dumped after one night. I think if they really have something to prove, they gotta do it by acting it not by saying it. I will trust ‘em after they actually show something that I can believe. And, unfortunately, it’s too hard to find someone who being turned out keeping his word.

So, Sara is so lucky to live in TV there. I’m 99.9% sure that someone like Michael wouldn’t be real. She is luckily stupid to believe a person like inmate and yet I can’t blame her. Ironically, despite I’m so wise to be aware of all, I’m jealous of her being in that situation, making that decision.

Trusting and being trusted really matters to me. More than loving and being loved, sometimes. It’s basically because, I guess, my parents both love me a lot and not believe me at all. I’ve been raised that way and I’m very careful to believe someone. But sometimes I’m so scared that I have only one person to trust. I’m so scared that I’m eagerly looking for one to trust with little faith because I already know the truth.





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